Passion

what is your passion?

are you passionate about (your passion)?



it seems like everyone is living for passion these days.

musicians/artistes take pride in their works or arts.

employees work for their passion; or be passionate about their works.

personality is judged upon whether you are passionate about your life.



Definition: A powerful emotion that denotes the feeling of fervor, fire, zeal, ardor etc.

Passion also has meanings of suffering--physically, mentally and spiritually.



In conclusion, being passionate of our passion carries a deep intense emotion thats will surely make us suffer in some ways.


Passion hurts.

drives me crazy

set.


the drive is on.


i'm excited.


never mind the busyness.


i like the passion driven.


it makes me so alive.

unsaid words..

have i told you before that "I love you"?..

sorry, these words were absent cos I wasn't sure..

i wasn't sure cos I needed affirmation from you..

so before I could allow myself to love you..

i yearned for you to teach me how to love you..


but, you left with her..

and you freed me..


years passed, wounds healed..

now you lingering with those unsaid words..

and i had forgotten what were those words..


so, we were never knew did we ever love each other ..

hot date!

i have a HOT DATE this weekend...

the session would be gluing, mind-blowing...



Hot! Hot! it's going to be hot this weekend...

with documents before me, figures and statistics...



my marketing plan for 2009...

in thesis-written format...

with analytical numbers...

with mature analysis..

with sound, grounded justifications..


my weekend with my marketing plan at home..

this date it's so Hot!!

ready, get set, go!

it's coming to the end of March.

quarter 1 is soon to close.


the sales in the office are undergoing tremendous stress to close the figures.

in contrast, i've been in a honeymoon period for this quarter since I've no marketing $ to spend.


but, now i'm beginning to feel the pressures passing on by them.

cos, i need to help them to make magic, to create the sales figures.


what's in the pipeline; i need to answer..

how to start the pipeline; it's my responsibility to drive it..

suddenly, i see all arrows pointing at me..


but, but, but..why questioning this?

we work, we slog, we take pride in what we do...

especially when we are doing what we love...

stop complaining...

make magic?

so be it...

i can move mountains, swim deep seas, walk on rocky path barefooted...

cos i sow for the chance having given to me...boldly and fiercely...

as long as efforts and hard works are sowed...

the reaps will not fail your hands...


Our Lord is a worker...

do what he would do...

Illusionist Love

Love has to be grounded.

blessed

i'm blessed.

i'm blessed with so much.

i'm so blessed with so so much.



this day,


let me reminiscence the blessings which have had endowed upon me.


with much much thanksgivings.

urticaria

Urticaria is an allergic skin rash, also known as nettle rash or hives.

What causes it?
There are distinct types of urticaria:
Acute urticaria may be caused by an allergy and can last between several hours and six weeks
Chronic urticaria isn't usually caused by an allergy and persists beyond six weeks
Physical urticaria is triggered by physical factors and lasts only an hour or two

What are the symptoms?
In chronic cases, the itchiness may cause sleepless nights and lead to depression
The rash is very itchy and consists of a number of raised pale bumpy weals surrounded by red skin. Ordinary urticaria tends to move about or migrate all over the skin surface. In chronic cases, the itchiness may cause sleepless nights and lead to depression.
The condition tends to settle and then relapse again at times of viral illness, stress and after taking medication that contains aspirin. This chronic pattern may recur for many years.


Now, you know what kind of suffering I am going through right now :(

itch

last friday, the itch started on my elbow.

then the other parts of my hands and legs.

he said it was the seafood soup i took.

later in the night, the back of my neck was red.

then it gone up to both my ears.


i went home and took a hot bath.

while in bed i felt all parts of me itch.

the itch got the better of me.

not a peaceful night.


the doc told me i had allergy.

what did i eat/use that caused this?

oh itch is tormenting me.

never had allergy rashes before.

the itch kills.



can doc give me a jab to stop itch?

gone

we finally met.

after 5 long years.

i totally agree that time can heal all wounds.

sitting right before me.

was just a friend whom i've not seen for ages.

nothing special.

nothing too emotional.

no expectations.


those intense feelings are long lost.



gone.

my man

when i was little i was introduced to this little box...


running my fingers on the black and ivory keys was a past-time...


the "music-box" liked sounds that i grew so accustomed with...


i figured out the rhythm, the melody, the tempo--eventually the emotions that filled all these notes as i grew older...


and together my little friend grew bigger...


and i got tall enough for my feet to step on the pedals...


my fingers have grown to liking the black and ivory keys...


caressing each and every one...


it has a connection from the touch of the key to the heart...


as each key conveying a sentiment i might not understand then...


i began to like the melody and my ears are starting to attune to the familiar notes...


and i know there will always be a corner where I can count on my "hulky-soulmate"


to free me from the world...

new day

...it has began a new day


...equipped with much hopes


...all in the positive light



my ideal definition of work & play