courageous

have not done anything adventurous before..

do you think packing my bag and boarded a plane...

to a foreign language faraway land and ALONE...

is a manifestation of...

..freedom, courage and self-proclamation?!

why do i comply to a box, trapped and unfulfilled...??

breakdown & fly

i don't know what to say - i've been saying this lately to many people.

no words i can find best to describe the bizarre feeling and awkward situation i am entangled in now.

so i don't know what to say. but it makes sense.

i'm trapped in a sticky spot - motionless and stuck there.

i can't scream for help for i'm supposed to be silent so that the ghost won't catch me.

but if i stay there being in the status quo, i know i will wither away - like a lonely soul.

i stand on the verge, gaze down to the endless spot below and ponder...

what if i move a step forward?

subdue to fears will make me fall..

surrender to faith will lift me up with angel wings..

turnaround

"Alone we stare into black holes of space, pained and dying in our isolation. But in the decision to turn around and face the universe as it encompasses us--where we are, in our daily condition--we find countless other stars, in all directions of the darkness, twinkling."

~~ Susan Saint Sing

done??

am i done with you?

how do i freeze like an ice before you?

i miss bro

bro, i'm starting to missing you..

i 'm starting to think "what if"..."why"..."only if"..."did you"..."how could you"...

i'm starting to ask why is it the journey is so short for us to share chores and toils together...

bro, your gentle vibe and kind soul is always been missed...