One Moment

Just one moment - let go or hold on to..

(adapted “Happiness Manufacturers, by Hedwig Lewis, S.J.)

One song can spark a moment,

One flower can wake a dream.

One tree can start a forest,

One bird can herald spring.

One smile can begin a friendship,

One handclasp can lift a soul.

One star can guide a ship at sea,

One word can frame the goal.

One vote can change a nation,

One sunbeam can light up a room.

One candle can wipe out darkness,

One laugh can conquer gloom.

One step must start each journey,

One word must start each prayer.

One hope can raise our spirits,

One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom,

One heart can know what’s true.

One life can make the difference,

You see, in the end, it’s all up to you!

quiet times

Let me be quiet and surrender all my worries to my Lord.

Abandon the anxiety that trapped me;

Let's me be affirmed that my Lord will blessed me with goodness and grace

if I fix my thoughts on him.

December

It's December again...

a time when people get together

a time for merry holidays

a time for presents

a time for quiet moments for recollection of thoughts

a time for hope - a better new year ahead...

but, why oh why i have so much to do?

why i can't put down the works?

i'm longing for some December times

can we all cast the chores aside?

can we?...please just for December?

?

what do i want?

expired

Is this a sign?

suddenly, out of the blues, I lost my patience on waiting.

surprisingly, I could just put you behind the back of my head - like it's so easy.

back to the basics, I no longer looking forward for the msg peeps.

try harder if you wanna continue to hear good music - insert another cent and see what's the tune you get?

if it's love; it will stay...no matter what..

impatience

It has been more than a year. I remember the first meal we had together - laksa in KL.

It was such an affinity that we met in a different place, a certain time when we thought both of us just needed a companion to go for a casual dinner.

And it was pure coincident that we met again and again.

We hit it off so well at the start.

I felt so right every time I was with you.

By my side, you always made me feel so secured and protected.

Time is running out, it's been a year, and there's another month to close this year.

I'm getting impatience with you. Are you complacent with the progress it is now?

Do you feel anything?

I told God today that I'm going to leave it into His hands.

He holds the dice now, and He's going to show me the sign.

The sign - whatever it may be; grant me the strength to accept it, the grace to embrace it.

And you, please, please remember I love you do....

love, u?

when can I see U again??

why is it i'm not seeing you fighting for a chance?

are you nonchalant about us?

so sad :(

off sight

tell me, am i seeing things off sight?

tell me, when can i see the whole picture?

i want to know you inside out...

rooftop

we had a wonderful time on a rooftop.

perfect weather. perfect person besides my left

(you like me to stay by your right side where you take control)

you surprised me when you brought me to this place..

a quiet place situated in a non-prominent location

we chatted about our life, like to do, wish to do....

things can do together...

and we went up to the roof top for our dessert and tea..

admiring the night view, the perfect weather and the glittering lights...

and there's a pool side to chill out...

i enjoyed the night spending with you...very much..

our rooftop..

simple things

simple things do in a simple way goes straight into my heart and stay.

i don't understand why i'm just being at ease and comfortable when you're around.

simple gestures, simple things you said, but i just felt they are so genuine.

"no problem. take your time, i'll be around. :)"

"i'm comfortable to bring you anywhere :)"

"keep the card it'll bring you to most train lines..."

"you have to inform the hotel concierge to book the bus limousine to the airport"

"have a safe trip home :)"

you sound so much like a chaperon and a guardian angel to me...i felt so protected under your care...

i'm missing you...

you seem like a perfect person for me, there are so many things that i wish we can do together.

we spoke about how we can go hiking together in HK..

i'm hoping you can enjoy the sea breeze at our ECP where we can cycle together..

and the night safari which you have been wanting to go and me too..

you want me to bring you to taste the best roast duck here...lol..

and do we get a chance to go snow boarding together in Hokkaido...

so much to do together..

i'm missing you and the simple things you said....

closer

tonight is near to perfection..

though a little distance a mystery i would like to keep..

love to see the efforts of intriguing for an answer..

i thrilled over the search with joy..

like the little school kids blushing along..

we get close, getting closer and will be closer..

wishing our stars watch over us and keep our distance nearer..

and deeper...

circle

a circle is a perfect shape that binds the beginning and the end

it goes around in an unending motion embarking on the next realm

embrace into the next sphere of union

we went up on a Ferris Wheel and we merry go around

we reached the top where we have the whole city below us

how could we blindfold our eyes and ignore the beauty of neon lights?

shyness...

The Day

Dawn breaks. Life explodes--

set in motion by a Presence unseen.

Fragile nudity Innocent beauty Pristine novelty

laten with endless possibility.

Thrust forward toward a Future unknown.

Morning Comes, Light unfolds--

Revealing a universe unblemished.

Breathless discovery Captive revery Stunning imagery

laten with endless mystery.

Arousal of inner joy yet unnamed.

Afternoon. Scorching heat--

penetrates all I love and truth unveils.

Harsh reality Listless anxiety Lost serenity

latent with endless complexity

all former pleasures now uninviting.

Twilight falls. Doubt descends--

casting shadows, death and grief unnoticed.

Obscure subtlety Total insecurity Horrid ambiguity

latent with endless uncertainty.

Haunting disbelief causes acts unwilled.

Night is nigh. Wrapped in dark--

Shrouding senses and soul in peace untold.

Utter solemnity Absolute majesty Coveted integrity

latent with endless eternity.

Union of love with a Presence unseen.