A fond experience

The event which kept me under pressures for a while had finally completed. I felt a little lost after which, as suddenly my adrenaline dropped and stagnant, and I missed that driven passion.

Many people whom I had worked with in this project were amazingly nice; though many I only got to see the fonder sides only during and after the event.

A person I had been working very closely with through e-mails in this project is an extremely nice chap/colleague when I finally got to see him in person. A german gentleman, though some might thought otherwise, I really think he is a professional and serious worker in a nice way. That's make him very charming, and I only get to realise this only when all is over.

Hope you have a good trip home.

Should I?

Should I stay on uncertainty?

It eats up my energy; burns up my brain cells.



Take over this. I'm tired.

Love December

December quickly arrives.

A month of festival mood!

Sower

A worker reaps what he sowed.

..work

........slog

..work

........slog

..work

........slog

Be a sower.

Monday Mess

This Monday (today) didn't start off well...

I was caught in the heavy rain during lunch...badly drenched

The meeting didn't go well enough to solve my problem...

Some selfish people was trying to abuse her authority to add on unofficial task to me...

Another meeting was delayed...and finally cancelled though I had waited it to start for an hour...

Not my day, today was not for me...

New Attitude

Indulge in habitual behaviors stifles growth. Worst, if these behaviours are undesired and unattractive.

An new attitude--add a pinch of optimistic-ism; a handful of can-do mindsets; blend with some sense of humours and also sprinkle with guts-- A NEW FAVOUR OF ME--new perception, new philosophy, new ways of handling things (difficult people). Always remember to make friends; or allies.

See Faith

Why was I worrying and complaining?

When anxieties and fears get into me; they blinded my vision.

Fix my eyes on Him; my Faith.

See beyond fears. Faith is larger than anything else.

Have Faith. Take Heart.

Uncertainty

Life is ups and downs.

Life has it's mood; sunshine and rains; occasionally, storms.

Life has many facets; you only see them when you face them.

Life is not complacent.

Life calls for CHANGE.

Life is; only if you live.

Embrace Change

Sometimes there are no reasons why that a connection will become a passing memory.




Embrace change.





Yes, harden your heart and change.

Thankful

I'm thankful, though not in a "high" way, I'm truly thankful inside. There's no one word that I can find now to describe that kind of feeling in me. It's so assured, warm, renewed, adequate and much much more.

The journey has been rough and trying, and I know that here may not be the last stop. The search may have to continue when the time comes but I know for me now is to focus on the NOW.

Thankful, so much thankful.