I'm thankful, though not in a "high" way, I'm truly thankful inside. There's no one word that I can find now to describe that kind of feeling in me. It's so assured, warm, renewed, adequate and much much more.
The journey has been rough and trying, and I know that here may not be the last stop. The search may have to continue when the time comes but I know for me now is to focus on the NOW.
Thankful, so much thankful.