surrender

I don't understand the cause, the effect and yet to find out the consequences;

but I admit that it exhausted my spirit immensely if I continue to fight against it.

nothing could be more free than to go along with the nature;

to let the mystery unfold by itself, at a correct timing.

A great gain will emerge from this mysterious gift -

Perhaps a spiritual process that points me to deep inner peace;

Perhaps a loving guidance that guardians me to express genuine love;

Perhaps a thoughtful experience that builds me up to be a better self-assured me;

Perhaps a relationship of inspiring love.

Have faith in Him.

幸福

幸福不是轻意举手可得

幸福是一段付出，努力争取， 感恩学习的一辈子。

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"If" love

Excerpt from The Art of Loving by Erich Fromm

"To be loved because of one's merit, because one deserves it, always leaves doubt; maybe I did not please the person whom I want to love me, maybe this, or that -- there is always a fear that love could disappear.  Furthermore, "deserved" love easily leaves a bitter feeling that one is not loved for oneself, that one is loved only because one pleases, that one is, in the last analysis, not loved at all but used."