27 January 2013

worthy

Wor·thy
Definition: Deserving effort, attention, or respect.



Lord, I hear You.

As I kneed down at the pew this morning; I hear you answering my question.

I am worthy.

And I feel so close, having a relationship with You.

I hear You Lord.

Thank You for the much-needed affirmation.


24 January 2013

A good start

A good start of the new year!

Embarking on a challenging and interesting role.

Lots of personal hurdles to overcome but I know I can do it cos God is with me.

Treat this as a lesson to cultivate humility, servanthood and maturity.

加油!

15 January 2013

Memory

Sometimes, it's hard to shed off a memory, especially when it was used to be a part of the daily routine.

Gonna work harder on this.

07 January 2013

Detoxifying

Detoxifying process starts today.

It was not what I thought the journey would be easy.

In fact, I am feeling the pains of letting go, filtering out the toxins and searching a deep sense of comfort.

Who says healing takes place over night?

Wish I could have someone to share this sacred journey with me now.



06 January 2013

放下



今天我仿佛已经学会,

如何安然的放下。

向执着道别。

Felt a sense of peace and gratitude when I relished a situation without the need to control or manipulate the outcome I desired.

Being contented of what it was and how this turned out to be - a blessing.

I hope I am being instrumental in your life, opening up your horizon to see your beautiful self.

Happy Birthday!

"Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. For you never know who would love the person you hide"


04 January 2013

失望

世上能让我们失望的事有很多。

但我们又能奈何?

今天不行,还有明天。

站起来,再出发去!



01 January 2013

Dump the trash

A well start of a new year day when I opened my eyes in the morning, I heard chirping birds singing in the background.  Immediately, that brought a smile on my face.  And a good thought came to my mind - it's gonna be an awesome year!  Welcome 2013!

I love the serenity of the morning, cool fresh air and the singing of the chirping birds, always felt this combination like a symphony resonating a much-needed hope to begin (continue) to walk through the joys and tribulation of a brand new day.

In the transition of the New Year's eve to a New Year day, I cannot expect an immediate "transformation" (this would be so unrealistic), yet a sense of peace and calm subdued my being, readiness to accept the mistakes I had made, embraced forgiveness and healing, and finally moving forward to face what would be unfolding in days to come.

Ain't making a high-profile big-time "Happy New Year"; I ditched the unhappiness in 2012, and looking forward for a gracious new moments ahead :)

And what are my resolutions for the 2013?  I think what's crucial for me is to truly learn and practise to trust God fully for his plan for me; learn to pray for my petitions with the right intention; and faithfully learn to obey God for his promises and good intentions.


p.s. Today I finally threw away a pair of old shoes which had been causing me to stumble when I walked.

今天,终于把那双常常拌脚的旧鞋子给扔掉。