Be Still

Now I will wait on You.

You will come to me and speak

When the time is right

When I am ready to hear You

Help me to be still while I wait for You, Father.

Silence

Father, I can't hear you , where are you? 

Why do You hide Your face away from me?

Are You forsakening me?

I have been searching for the love of my heart, a peaceful heart.

Why am I not settled; no comforts to kiss my wounded heart.

My Father, how do I give what I am longing and yet I have so least to offer?

Father, You called me Your beloved one, but why do I not feel You?

Father, when are we going to speak?

Graceful with Salt

Let your speech be ever graceful, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to respond to each person.

Colossians 4:6

He watches over me

Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills.
    From where does my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
    who made heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot be moved;
    he who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, he who keeps Israel
    will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
    the Lord is your shade on your right hand.
The sun shall not strike you by day,
    nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all evil;
    he will keep your life.
The Lord will keep
    your going out and your coming in
    from this time forth and forevermore.

Ouch!

That hurt my heart. 

Sometimes, certain comments direct at you came out from the people you care, hurt so much.

Jaded

I don't quite understand why is this so...

I am feeling kind of, sort of low in spirit...

Surely I am absolute that I still hold on to my faith...

Believing that this phase shall pass and over...

Yet, my heart is longing for a heartfelt companionship...

I am feeling lonely and disengaged, my Lord...

So alone and empty, that it hurts.

I reminiscing the old days of people close and gone who I had spent great time with, I start missing them. 

I even thinking of the loved ones I have now, and I want to treasure every moments we are together.

Lord, is it good or bad? And why am I not be able to learn to be contented?

Lord, please reveal to me.

Mountains

Lord, change me and guide me

Restore my soul and strength

To move and surpass the mountain within me.

Lord, teach me

Holy Spirit, reveal it to me

Patience

Not yet; it's not done yet.

Give your heart some time to open up to embrace the joyous blessings.

Don't despair, and don't fear,

It's just a little more patience you need to show you have faith.

Wait for the Lord,

You know He loves you very much and know your plight,

And believe He will never, never let you walk alone.

Be joyful and calm at this point,

Walk on the garden slowly,

For flowers bloom for you,

Birds sing for you,

And look up and admire the white clouds in the vast of the clear blue sky,

Live your faith well with love, peace and joy,

Be a joy to everyone close and near,

For life is living and sharing every moments with people on your path.

Wait patiently