15 July 2014

Jaded

I don't quite understand why is this so...

I am feeling kind of, sort of low in spirit...

Surely I am absolute that I still hold on to my faith...

Believing that this phase shall pass and over...

Yet, my heart is longing for a heartfelt companionship...

I am feeling lonely and disengaged, my Lord...

So alone and empty, that it hurts.

I reminiscing the old days of people close and gone who I had spent great time with, I start missing them. 

I even thinking of the loved ones I have now, and I want to treasure every moments we are together.

Lord, is it good or bad? And why am I not be able to learn to be contented?

Lord, please reveal to me.