my big bro

Dear God

i entrust my big kor kor upon your loving care and protection.

i know You love him as much, even more than we family do.

give him strength and courage to face the battle, armour him with love and support to fight the battle.

keep us as a close-knitted family to fight thru this trial, holding hands tight, never let go.

i love him dearly.

变了

时间就像一盏亮丽的灯，发光时散发着迷人的神彩。

灯光一但熄灭了，留下的只有黑夜的迷失。。。

还来不急好好地看清楚，事物的变迁已悄悄地实现。

奈何？抓不住的，我又如何能够去挽回呢？

把你永远放在心中，惩罚我往后又不知不觉的把你想起。

现在很想把你紧紧的抱紧不放手。。。

i guess i would miss those little details we shared..

i remember he drove from the other end of the country to the other end of my house just to give me a spin to chase my blues away..

i remember he used to call me each of my birthday just to make sure i had plan and to sing me a Happy Birthday song..

i remember she would wipe a thin layer of butter on my slice of bread every morning..

i remember how i appeared at the airport to bid him goodbye with a smile, but soon to turn to tears when i turned my back towards him..

i remember he would stood by the balcony every morning to watch down the bus-stop to make sure i boarded the bus saftely..

i remember she would wiped my fringe on my forehead every night when she came home to check if I was in bed..

i remember i would curled my hand into his elbow and walked with him to the market to buy supper..

i remember i would play take the striker role in every of his junior football matches..

i remember she would hold my tiny index finger to play a lovely tune on the small piano..

i remember he and I used to chat and had a great conversation...

HOT sunday..

it's a sweating HOT sunday today..

woke up late..hence skipped morning mass..

took an almost 45mins mrt ride to Eunos mrt station..(i'm a very central personl, any places too west or too east are alien to me--yeah, spoilt by being living in the central of all vicinity)

my friend came to pick us up..good..got air-con in the car..

we came to a friend uncle's coffee shop to eat teochew porridge..

wow! lotsa good stuffs..healthy and delicious..

but the weather is ruthlessly HOT!..

then next, we walked to the shop next door for DURIANS!..

haha..amazingly, on such hot weather..we still have mood for durians..

enough of "sinful" gluttony indulgence...

we thought of going somewhere where we can find some cool air(air-con)..

we drove along..and ended at at Tampine One...

AND what else could we do? Another round of tea, coffee and pastries again..

oh..what a HOT, foodful and lazy sunday..

then in the evening, i rushed back to tpy for evening mass..

and today was Fr. Val last homily before he leaves to Rome for study next week..

sad to see him go though..

a day..

training in progress

a day with similar events, faces and a set of problems.

sometimes, it just got on me to think am i craft for this routine work?

i love to use my hands to make pretty things..

i love flowers..i love ribbons..

sweeties

my sweet sweet darling cuties lovely sweeties...

looking at the smiles on their cute little faces chase my blues away...

melted...

little natalie...

little noelle...

hmm..

i'm awfully perplexed about the events and things happening around me recently.

i have no clues why things are happening in such a way which i couldn't have control over them.

it's not good to feel this way; i feel vulnerable of not be able to anticipate what would be coming next.

i lose the grasp of managing the state of affairs concerning me.

is this a sign telling me to let go and relax?


isn't it be a pampering moment to let go and just let the nature takes the whirl to bring me on a vacation of emptiness (of the mind)?


turmoil of thoughts..

time

someone told me this a night ago:

time and tide can prove many things and many people

different.

respect this.

*peace comes from accepting this--the reality; your role; your ability; the efforts planted*

down

feeling down.

why am i feeling alone lonely in a solo island?

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i feel like i'm slogging alone in a lonely isolated solo pte ltd with the mighty name of executive, manager, director, president and may be CEO.

cos' teamwork never exists in solo pte ltd.

exit

a real-life scenario--

just had finished our weeks of gluing exams

finally we were back to the classroom in a light-hearted disposition

laughter filled the room

we planned a chalet get-to-gather with foods and lots of get-to-gathers

elated. anticipated. upbeat we were

we left the classroom

a group of of us got into the elevator and the elevator door closed behind me

while the elevator was descending to the ground level

a familiar voice emerged from the crowd said, "hey guys, we are all here now, but believe it or not, once this elevator touched level one, the door open and we all exit from here, we may never get to see some of us here for the rest of our life anymore."

dead silence conquered the little space we shared

suddenly our hearts turned heavy and the gravity force of the elevator augmented

we reached ground level. we exit and walked separate ways


how true. i scroll down my contact list now, some names look familiar but faces seem distance

it's a shame.

glisten

I just want to do a good job, to earn a honest living.

I am not seeking to glisten to be visible.

I just want to do my job which I respectfully love.


To be glistening shine; that calls for team work.

All shine.

细水长流

回忆住在转角的小木屋里，
沿着木屋旁边的小溪，
细细的水流声演奏动人的乐曲，
悦耳的旋侓叫醒熟睡的回忆。

若没有小溪动人的旋侓，
喚醒正在沉睡的回忆，
仍在溺睡中的回忆，
将随着岁月的流逝，
被时间的洗礼，
打扫得净空。

祝愿--细水长流。

祝福

当太阳升起的第一个晟曦，

站在地平线的你我的距离，

普照着我们的那一道阳光，

联成我们对彼此梦想的深切

祝福。

Rock

it's crazy that i let the little setback stumbled my confidence..

how could i even think of this without fortifying ahead?

when life offers a variety of challenges; opportunities to live out of our comfort zone..

it's a highest calling to cooperate with the burning desire..

which is the fiery passion demanding a little attention..

to shine..



be strong, be rockingly fiercely sure..

fortitude

yeah..i noe i'm lacking this fiery drive..

i need to fortify my talents..

to show my capabilities..

which all lie in passion..


have faith..


i need to be firmed..

i must not be eager to compromise..

i must be objective..

i ought to maintain my stand..