i'm awfully perplexed about the events and things happening around me recently.
i have no clues why things are happening in such a way which i couldn't have control over them.
it's not good to feel this way; i feel vulnerable of not be able to anticipate what would be coming next.
i lose the grasp of managing the state of affairs concerning me.
is this a sign telling me to let go and relax?
isn't it be a pampering moment to let go and just let the nature takes the whirl to bring me on a vacation of emptiness (of the mind)?
turmoil of thoughts..