rejected

it bugged me-



(i'm still feeling so shunned off by you. )



-when u didn't say hi.



why?


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step..leap..step

not a leap but a step.

i guess, a leap needed a giant push.

from you.

怎么变了如此陌生？

感觉很怪。

我们好像在玩躲避游戏。

是么？

背着你，却又开始想你。

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reality

原来我们不熟。

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累

i've been darn tired lately..

so tired..

mentally challenged..

so drained..


yet


diplomacy..

and high EQ is so needed..

to combat..

hypocrisy..

i want some time to space out!

Give me Strength!

承若

从前很执着承若，

现在却很害怕付出承若。

承若，可以很迷人，也可以很伤人。

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原来, 最没勇气奉献承若的人， 其实是我。

迷惑。

moments

I'm convinced that we need to live with the moments.

And stop being a control freak of the moments.

Like the fireworks, it has its moments of sparkle,

and it has its moments to vanish in the air.

Admire the moments and be contented with the now.

Big is Cute!?

a nerdy Me!

My funky optician asked me to put on this pair of BiG Glasses to pose!

She said this pic will look cool on my facebook profile!

haha..i had fun!

breathe (with u)

It's one of those nights again..when I start to thinking of you again.

It was never a plan for me to have fallen in love with you...in a swift of time..that was like a dream..it took me a while to accept the reality..yeah..me being with you..together with you.

I thought we were never have any things in common..we were so different. How could we hit on so well? You know me so well, my thoughts seemed to be yours. I see your thoughts through your eyes, so crystal clear.

Love ain't a fairytale. We ain't prince and princess. I wasn't waiting for a white horse. You were never be my white knight. No.

I was just hoping to be with you a single day at a time; be with you and walk the street together.

Being with you made me happy.

Time is a journey, we journey along but sometimes we found different paths for our destination changed as we changed.

It ended this way.

I knew I had lost a friend on that night. You were so much a friend to me then.

And we were both sorry.

I miss your tenderness. I miss you singing to me besides my ears.

Yeah..I miss so much about you.

And the music playing on the background now
--I miss so much of having to being with you (in those days).


Breathe by Taylor Swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

survival

I'm starting to think if a bunch of people were put in an enclosed room and put to starve for weeks or months..

..what were they do?


If a ship is sinking and there's only a live boat which can rescue a handful of people..

..how would the passengers behave?


If a wrecked plane is falling off and descending to the earth..

..would the people in the plane spend at least a minute appreciating one another?

..for that might be the only living moment..

and there's a choice--to love or to hate?


The irony is humans by nature when face danger (insecured circumstances)..

the survival instinct takes over..

be good or be bad?...there's a thin line between..

but how many would choose to do good..than to give in to selfish desires?


Generally the tendency to harm others is so strong and appealing..sad.


Forgiveness is a virtue to cultivate..

especially in times of danger..


Forgive.

Angels

Don't know how to describe my feelings towards what had happened today.

I'm glad that it was made a stop before an unfair decision passed on me without my consent and acknowledgement.

I do believe there's an Angel watching over me.

I owe it to my Guardian Angel--Jeremiah!

Thank you, buddy!