28 August 2010

breakdown & fly

i don't know what to say - i've been saying this lately to many people.

no words i can find best to describe the bizarre feeling and awkward situation i am entangled in now.

so i don't know what to say. but it makes sense.

i'm trapped in a sticky spot - motionless and stuck there.

i can't scream for help for i'm supposed to be silent so that the ghost won't catch me.

but if i stay there being in the status quo, i know i will wither away - like a lonely soul.

i stand on the verge, gaze down to the endless spot below and ponder...

what if i move a step forward?

subdue to fears will make me fall..

surrender to faith will lift me up with angel wings..