up till now my resignation still has not officially accepted by the management..
i don't know what to say about this, my mind is kinda made up to go, but what my current boss is doing to retain me somehow put me on a spot..
i don't see myself that important; and i don't see why he should go to that extra miles to try..
it made me feel worst that somehow to craft out an "attractive" package for me, some of my fellow colleagues have to short-change their roles to fit in..
i kinda feel guilty (which i don't really need to); or rather burdened by this..
i don't wish to create such emotional baggage behind before i leave..i want everyone to be happy..
not many people know i'll be leaving the company, i hope i won't make anyone sad..
to visualise on the set of me bidding goodbye to everyone kinda frighten me..
i don't wish to see the sad faces, i don't wish to hear mushy words..(cause' they make me can't bear to leave)
and i don't know how to break the news to the housekeeping uncle (i saw him shed tears a few times when my previous colleagues left)..
oh man, such emotional dramas..how to avoid to entangle in such don't-know-what-to-do situations?
goodbye ain't easy..but somehow..sometimes..something..some people..some circumstances..entails a change of path..to move on to somewhere..some place...to pursue some dreams..
goodbye ain't the end, it could be a beginning of a deeper bond..
hope everyone has the strength to let go a yearning which ain't gonna stay..
屋顶的天空是我们的
放学後夕阳
也都会是我们的
不会再仰慕更多了
唱一首属於我们的歌
让我们的伤
都慢慢慢的癒合
明天我又会是全新的
青春是手牵手坐上了
都不回头的火车
总有一天我们都老了
不会遗憾就OK了
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
自己和自己打一架了
想都想不通
反正就是这样了
不会再流泪更多了
有多少错误重蹈覆辙
有多少苦痛
还不是都过来了
想起来甚至还会笑呢
青春是人生的实验课
错也错得很值得
就算某天唱起这首歌
眼眶会有一点湿了
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
谁说这样不伟大呢 ！
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