15 May 2010

when you turned back..

to look at me...that look killed me..

my heart, at that moment stopped..

i felt a stone tumbled on my chest..

i couldn't breathe..

that feeling..is like you want to find a corner and hide..

to stay composed, to probably breathe..

that look - i saw disappointment in your eyes..unspoken words trapped in you..

you were fighting to convey something across and yet your words seemed ain't right..

you were trying, hoping i understand, you were crestfallen..

you didn't want it this way, i didn't want it this way too..

but you didn't know what i want, and did you know i want more from you?

you left with puzzles filled your mind..

when you walked out that door, turned back, waved to me..

shown in your eyes that said "will i see you soon again?"

i don't know, i'm waiting for you to decide..

and this is it that i need from you, nothing more than this..

do you know?