when a colleague disappearing in the office for consecutive days...
and no one knows where she/he has been...
it's so scary...
the anticipation...the speculation...
perhaps i'm be the next soon or some day...
no one likes to feel this way...
and suddenly you know the pattern is starting...
and everyone has to start to embrace this change...
so as to survive and function the routine daily...
i need to prepare a positive disposition for this occurrence...
and not allow myself to be crush...